| (no subject) |
[Dec. 11th, 2008|01:23 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my bed | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | sound of silence | ] |
It's a baby ticker! I found it randomely it grows inside.
I fell down the stairs yesterday. I was really scared but I was wearing Paul's backpack and landed on it so I really only hurt my head. And the baby is still movin.
I'm 75% sure I'm gonna find out what it is in 2 days. Still thinkin' |
|
|
| Hmm... |
[Sep. 11th, 2008|12:01 pm] |
|
Hmm... today is september 11th. |
|
|
| Soooo not ready for this |
[Sep. 2nd, 2008|03:50 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Rome, Italy | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  scared | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | None | ] |
I realized I'm very good at pretending. I'm still pretending like nothings wrong. I'm shaking and occasionally crying. Oh, yes and lets not forget vomitting because that seems like my favorite activity.
Even though it's happening. I'm pretending it's not. I'm pretending I'm the 1 in a 100. Well Thursday 2:00 AM aka not getting any sleep the night before day, is in only 2 days away and then it'll be almost impossible to pretend. Until then I'm pretending who knows about after.
Though I did step up for like 2 hours today and did some research...might of made things worse but who knows.
I really hope you step up too. I hope my friends and family will but especially you. Now this will be a true test of friendship. A true test of character, love, and friendship.
I really wish I was home right now. Really, really wish I was home right now. Though I'm going to be very dependent I also need to be very independent. Time to kick my ass into gear this is not a drill it's the real thing.
~Nicole
I need a friend right now. But they are all asleep. Stupid time change. I really need my sister. Lyssa if your reading this please please IM me. I'll try and get a headset today to talk to you. |
|
|
| Arriving in Roma |
[Aug. 27th, 2008|01:25 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Rome, Italy | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  groggy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | None | ] |
So Rome is very beautiful and has lots of fun things to do but I seem to have run into several problems already.
My feet are cut up and bleeding from the 2.3 mile walk to school everyday (which hasn't even started) and I'm in like shady Rome not pretty Rome. My roommates kinda sucks sometimes but not as bad as the internet and I'm having lots of problems at home. Not only is my grandpa sick but my babba died yesterday morning. I just feel like I should be home right now.
I've spent the last two days crying. My one roommate looked at me and said "I don't do hugs, sorry". lol I told some girl that at the bar last night and she said what a bitch and gave me a hug. It was all you can drink last night....
I spent my last euros there and it was only a couple of hours so I felt the need to down many many cocktails. So so bad. I made out with some Italian guy whose name I couldn't pronounce and then went home and cried for a really long time and talked to people online for 3 hours til 6 in the morning. I met some other guy named Alfredo who runs club events around Rome and he said he'd get me in lots of places for free. So amazing and he's dating someone so it eliminates the creepy factor. He was also a dancer awhile ago and was in the Selena video "Dreaming of You" so I watched it and he totally was. Funniest thing ever cause it was only like 10 seconds.
I met some cool people I just wish they lived around here but I have a feeling once school starts it'll be a lot better.
I do really love it here I just kind of wish I was home with my family when things go bad but I know I can't be. Talking to Paul last night made me feel a whole lot better and he gave me his sweatshirt before he left which the maid always folds neatly on my bed everyday.
I wish my friends back home were hear it make this experience a whole lot better. I think I'm just having a rough time but I'll get there eventually.
If you want to go to my travelblog and see some pictures the link www.mytb.org/Nicole .
My Address is:
Nicole Nannetti #253
John Cabot University
Via della Lungara 233
00165 Rome
Italy
And leave me your address!! So I can send things to you!
I miss you all!!
~Nicole |
|
|
| That person |
[Apr. 16th, 2008|01:22 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Parents Room | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  HEADACHE DAY 5 | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Parent's Snoring | ] |
Do you ever wish you could have a completely non-bias person who knows everything about your life but is better at figuring it out, to tell you what to do?
and that is a very long confusing question but something I need
I'll create a wiser Nicole
She will help me |
|
|
| &#$(!&$@#)&% |
[Apr. 15th, 2008|01:00 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | parents room | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | parents snoring | ] |
I'm so weird....I'm an emotional retard |
|
|
| Pain, oh so much pain |
[Dec. 11th, 2007|06:01 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | my bed | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | sick and painful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Simpsons | ] |
my face hurts so bad right now. I think I'm dying :( and I can't sleep for the first day. No one told me this.
Hey! If someone is home saturday night and wants to keep my company because my family will be gone and I can't be alone it'll be greatly appreciated. We can watch movies and stuff :) |
|
|
| I too decided to jump on the bandwagon |
[Apr. 27th, 2007|09:39 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | full | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Hot Stuff from a birthday card | ] |
So You Think You Know Me...
(2 Points) My name:
(4 Points) My last name:
(4 Points) Who am I in love with:
(1 Points) Where did we meet:
(6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name:
(1 Points) Where do I work:
(3 Point) What am I afraid of:
(2 Points) Do I smoke :
(3 Points) Do I drink:
(3 points) Do you think Im a virgin:
(1 Point) Do I have any siblings:
(2 Points) How many:
(2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do:
(1 Point) How many piercings do I have:
(4 Points) How many tattoos do I have:
(3 Points) What's my favorite type of music:
(4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing:
(3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
(2 Points) Whats my favorite color:
(3 Points) Name something I hate:
(4 Points) Name a talent I have:
(4 Points) Whats my phone number:
(4 Points) What kind of sneakers do I wear:
(4 Points) Do I have any pets:
(2 Points) Who am I dating/likeing right now:
(5 Points) How long have I been dating them:
(5 points) How tall am I:
(5 Points) What is my worst habit:
(5 Points on creativeness) If I were stranded on a desert island, what would I bring |
|
|
| YAY! fun |
[Apr. 24th, 2007|11:34 am] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | creatively happy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | This Modern Love - Bloc Party | ] |
|
|
|
| Hey I'm the Same as Lauren! |
[Apr. 10th, 2007|04:29 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | hopeful | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Real World - Matchbox 20 | ] |
 | You scored as absinthe. you are artistic and creative, but a little unstable. you are magical and can have dillusions, and are a little mysterious.
absinthe | | 79% | daiquaries | | 75% | rum | | 71% | vodka | | 71% | midori | | 71% | bourbon | | 71% | champagne | | 67% | whiskey | | 67% | beer | | 63% | wine | | 38% | </td>
what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)
created with QuizFarm.com |
|
|
|
| Freedom |
[Apr. 2nd, 2007|10:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  giggly | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Watching The Black Donnelys | ] |
I'm so happy right now it's ridiculous.
I dance all the time.
My hair is thicker.
My skin is clearer.
I can't stop smiling.
I'm not frustrated or angry.
Thank you.
Thank you for making forget.
I don't know much about you or what you are to me yet I just know you set me free.
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you.
~Nicole |
|
|
| More News to Make My Week oh so Much Better |
[Mar. 28th, 2007|04:24 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | still sick | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Girlfriend - Avril Lavrigne | ] |
We are apparently officially moving to Texas.
Things in Texas:
Gay Cowboys
The Dallas Cowboys
Snakes
Tarantulas
Hicks
and Crap?
I HATE EVERYTHING!!! Seriously this week over yet?
Sorry if your from Texas or like Texas but I'm bitter.
~Nicole |
|
|
| Remember this and find happiness..... |
[Mar. 19th, 2007|04:10 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | happy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | nothin | ] |
FUCK LABELS! I am a person and if that's not enough then I don't need you
~Nicole |
|
|
| Here is some silver lining.... |
[Mar. 7th, 2007|02:04 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Alyssa's Room | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Judge Judy | ] |
So apparently my last entry was a lot of bad news. Though I was certain everyone knew I was going to move. But right after I wrote my last entry my dad got a phone call and got a job offer in Niles, IL. Which is only 30 miles from here!!! It made me so happy! My dad still wants to move be my mom, sister, and I (possibly some help from a few friends *wink,wink*). Lets hope he gets this job. If he doesn't we will be moving next April. :( but I'm not gonna think that way. As far as I'm concerned we are not moving.
that's good news right? Only good news I've gotten. I've been thinking a lot. A lot about what I do and how it makes me appear and maybe if I did things differently if I could change the way some people feel about me or if I'm happy with the way things are. Hmm..don't konw it needs some more thought.
Oh and I got the letter B from Emily and write me and I'll give you a letter. Here is my favorite songs with the letter B. Sorry I couldn't choose:
Babe I'm Gonna Leave You - Led Zeppelin
Baby Blue - BadFinger
Baby Please Don't Go - Led Zeppelin
Banquet - Block Party
Be My Yoko Ono - Barenaked Ladies
Because the Night - Patti Smith
Bizarre Love Triangle - New Order
Blister in the Sun - Violent Fems
Blue and Yellow - The Used
BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY - QUEEN
Brown-eyed Girl - Van Morrison
~Nicole
P.S. Emily I love getting phone messages from you. And don't worry I'm not pregnant. Though that would be crazy wouldn't it. And you would probably be the first person I'd tell. lol. |
|
|
| Here |
[Jan. 29th, 2007|04:05 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  contemplative | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | None | ] |
I've decided that I just don't like who I am here. I'm a complete different person. I'm mean, quiet, I don't care about anything or anyone but myself. I hate it. I wanna go home where there is tons of people to care about. I don't just fool around with people and then never see them again because I could careless actually I'd prefer not to see them again. I just don't understand this new me yet and I guess I never will. Luckily! I'm going home this weekend. YAY!
~Nicole |
|
|
| Back at School |
[Jan. 7th, 2007|11:08 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | dorm | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | The Shins - New Slang | ] |
So I'm back at school and I'm excited to go to my classes. I know I'm gonna love these classes and I'm so excited to learn sewing/management/accounting. I'm so sad break is over. I forgot how comfortable I was around everyone and how happy I was. Yesterday everyone came over and it was one of the best times ever (aka the endless dart tournament, mike singing "Don't stop me now" in a fuzzy vest, miniture dance party, crying on everyone (lol I'm so sappy), Mikey burning, watching Orna playing Eye Toy, and much much more). I'm just so comfortable with everyone back home I feel that even if I mistake I'll be forgiven or atleast a chance to explain. I don't have that luxury here. It is gonna be a long 5 months but I'm gonna focus on making myself more productive and being better.
1. Don't concentrate so hard on boys (hardest but most important)
2. Get better grades (my parents were are so happy I'm going to a good school and were even ok with my 3.0 but I want to do better for them)
3. Make my fashion deadlines (Portfolio due on January 31st, Clothes due on April 1st, Fashion Show on April 13th)
4. Stop Slacking
5. Play my guitar more even if I have to go to the study lounge
6. Figure out a way to sew clothes and start a business
7. Focus more on my self instead of helping and worrying about others (I know this sounds horrible but I spend so much time helping others i forget about my own dreams (this mostly applies to MSU and family because my friends back home are the ones who are generally helping me out)
8. Find a reason to take more pictures
9. Lose weight for my fashion show just so I can do it without being self conscience (this includes going to the gym and eating better)
10. Be Good (most of you know what that means)
11. Set a few hours each day away for focusing on one of my hobbies (this is gonna be hard...goodbye TV)
12. Find a way to get the one thing I want without breaking any other resolutions or atleast give it a try
~Nicole |
|
|
| Last Couple of Days |
[Jul. 30th, 2006|05:07 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | bed | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | mellow | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | This will be our year - Zombies | ] |
So I realize I'm leaving 4 days earlier for college. AHHHH!! So close. College is like a word that is filled with every possible emotion: excitment, nervousness, worry, doubt, hope, etc. but I know I can do it just leaving this behind is going to be sad.
For the last couple of days I've been sewing Paul's Mom's curtians but last night I went to the midnight Rocky Horror show and it was so much fun. Lots of fun. Good pictures, very good pictures. Then I came home and partied...again. Man there is one way I'm ready for college.
I've given up on worrying about the bad. I only have 18 days left I'm not going to waste it by wollowing but somehow deep inside I can't help but remember the things that hurt me. But I know college will be a completely fresh start which is what I've always wanted for 4 years but this year changed a lot. I actually enjoy life for what it is. The hellish rollercoaster of bad and good.
~Nicole
PS: LUCIA COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!! Must contain excitement |
|
|
| GRADUATION PARTY TOMORROW |
[Jul. 14th, 2006|12:42 pm] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | awake and in a good mood | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | pots and pans | ] |
My Graduation Party is tomorrow, Saturday, July 15th. There will be at least 100 people there so you should stop by. Bring a friend!!
It's from 3:00 PM till Probably sometime the next day
and it's at my house
we have some food and volleyball
and of course one of my parent's friend's band will play. They are a really good blues band. They play The Doors, Eric Clapton, Los Loney Boys, ect. they will play from 5 till 8
but most importantly I'll be there so come and say "hi"
~Nicole |
|
|
| May brings awesomeness while summer storms move in |
[Apr. 24th, 2006|10:13 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | Home | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  SO HAPPY | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | O'Reily Factor | ] |
I am so incredibly happy at this very moment I can't even tell you. Everything just feels so good. I laughed all night tonight over absolute nothingness. It felt so nice not to worry and feel whole again. I don't even know how to explain it. I've just been sort of in a funky mood lately. NOT anymore. I just finally feel like myself again and that is the best.
I know May is going to be great with prom, accounting competition, michigan and graduation. I cannot wait for everything. At the same time I'm worried about the summer for reasons I'd rather not discuss but I'm trying to push it out of my mind. Car made me feel a lot better about it all.
Alls I know is if things do get tough I'll still have these nights to enjoy.
~Nicole |
|
|
| Wow I haven't updated all of spring break |
[Mar. 31st, 2006|07:16 pm] |
| [ | Current Location |
| | My House | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| |  lethargic | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Mario Party 3 | ] |
So spring break....
This spring break has been really relaxing. I've never actually stayed in Naperville for a spring break we usually take a family vacation but we didn't this time for confusing reasons that are no longer in play. Anyway for the first three days we've mostly just hung out at my house but the week became alittle more interesting. For me it was mostly just hanging out at other people's houses instead of my own for once.
Well we went to Chicago which was pretty cool. Lots of swimming!!! I love swimming in the winter because you never go. That's basically what we did there except went to McDonalds which had really awesome heat/light sensored tables.
The next day we attempted to go camping which didn't work out so we just ended up in Paul's backyard. This was a lot of fun. So many people showed up and it was such a random assortment of people but I knew them all. We just chilled by the fire and talked/chicken fighted/ect but most of you were probably there anyway. haha. Then we went to susan's and then left and....went somewhere. Way to be suttle.
Hopefully today and tomorrow will be freakin awesome because it is the last few days of spring break. so sad yet gratifying because we are almost out. 40 MORE DAYS!!! AHHHH/YAYYY/NOOOO/YESSSSSS!!!!! so still don't know what's happening tonight but tomorrow is wheaton grand so hopefully it'll be all good being the last few days.
off to shower
~Nicole |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
musicamoresfo's journal